AIYO! WHAT HAPPENED TO MY BLOG?!! guess it's because i've not been updating! but every post i post turns up unreadable!:((

well let me try if this works. if not...

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argh!! my blog has been inactive for too long!-.- HAHA!:DD this shows how much A's has taken a toll on me. it's going to be over soon but somehow i feel i'll do damn badly. haha sigh. guess we'll just have to see in march 2010.

gonna get back to physics now!

update you about my post-A level activities soon!:))

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what do you know, once again time has passed without anyone actually realising it. it's 3 more weeks to the battle. dread fills up within me like the air i breathe. i have never felt more ill-prepared for anything in my life. it's no point for regrets now. got to move on, and carry on mugging.

i really hope everything goes well. wouldn't be nice if i had to repeat j2. do it once, do it well.

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Dear Heaven,

Tonight I pray

that tomorrow is my lucky day.

May the questions I know how to do,

come out for papers 1 and 2.

May the formulas I remember,

stay in my head this November.

But most of all what I want,
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.
Is free answers for the rest of the month!

Kecture delivered at 11:31 PM

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Everytime, this works.

"Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate.
Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure.
It is our light, not our darkness, that most frightens us.
We ask ourselves, who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented and fabulous?

Actually, who are you not to be?

You are a child of God.
Your playing small doesn't serve this world.
There's nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you.
We were born to manifest the glory of God that is within us;

It is not just in some of us - it's in everyone.
And as we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same.

As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others. "

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it's finally time for an update. haiz. this past month has been horrible. :(( mid years were screwed up. i am damn worried for my a levels. and it's a week to prelims again. i am damn far in terms of content and everything! oh my goodness. i guess i will just have to really buck up. now's the time.

we are powerful beyond measure.

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had the tour group outing yesterday. attendance was pathetic. only nicolat turned up. it was understandable for jas and tiara cos they were overseas but not for marcus. wth man i am damn pissed. since you already said you would be coming, turn up for goodness sake and it isn't the first time. we waited for more than 5 hours for you and for what?? i'm not going to plan another outing anymore. whee!

anyway here are some picts i took with erika when we went out to study!:))

ps: i sincerely hope the june holidays will be extended. :DD

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wenjie: i have to get back my cam first! haha! sorry sorry!

sq: i needa get back my camp 1st! haha.

tiara: haha you were performing my dear!:DD congrats on that wonderful performance anyway!:DD too bad you can't come this sunday :((

erika: eh girl! u beat me already lor! haha! you 2 whole days never contact me! bet you're chionging organic notes rite!:DD no need me to teach you le!


crap. back pains again! guess i shouldn't overdo the exercising part. haha. anyway i can't wait for sunday!:DD finally can see those dudes! 1 week left and then it's school reopen again!>.< i think i should update more often. keep forgetting what i want to say. so cheerios for now. hahaha!

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YES! SUCCESS! I GOT MY LAPTOP BACK!:DD whoo! haha. and the holidays are finally here! it means that A's are drawing closer and though it sounds corny, but i'd better pull up my ankle length socks! haha. anyway, why is it that something small always blows up?? maybe it's just my luck. i know i was in the wrong. but i have already apologised like a thousand million times. the least you could do is forgive me like you said you would right?? sigh.

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went to watch the jj vs rj badminton match on tuesday! it's such a pity that we lost! jj put up a such a tough fight! i'm so proud of them. :DD at least we showed those rj people what we are really capable of. damn though that there has to be such sour grapes even though they already won. it was posted on the newpaper, saying how rj really deserved to win as jj's players are mainly from china. HELLO?! ARE YOU LIKE BLIND OR SOMETHING?! an indian guy was playing! and just so you know, there are still singaporean players and even korean players as well! please do not shoot off your mouth like that. -.- just because we fought all the way till 28-26 does not give you the right to say such things about us. get a freaking life and get your facts right efore making statements.

anyway had team dinner yesterday! a well-deserved one i must say considering i had to wait 3 hours. -.- ordered ALOT of food and drinks! luckily yee min was there to take home some of the food for us. haha. chatted and did some pretty retarded stuff(no, i'm not saying cos if any of the teachers comes across this i'm dead.). haha. :DD played cards till the uncle chased us out of the school lor. >.< yay i set a new record for being in school till there was no one left. hahaha. i wonder why some of these people stay in school till so late for. anyway, i miss times like that. :((

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omg my laptop is dead!shit. my ipod is also screwed up! i'm beyond pissed. can't access itunes so i have practically no games on my ipod!>.<

anyway went for jj talentime yesterday. it was not bad. haha. :)) i thought siian's dance group was the best!:DD the girl, jayne, who sang my heart will go on also rocks! haha. the only bad point was that marcus, nicolat and germaine could not be with us. in the end, only jasmine me and eunice went, which is damn pathetic!>.< marcus had service learning. nicolat fell sick and spread it to germaine. talk about luck. hope we will be able to meet up soon during the june holidays.

anyway i am blur like crazy! i actually left my camera in jasmine's bag. so no photos for now people. sorry. :((

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went airport with the babes on dunno what day. HAHA!:DD to study of course. got chased out of the coffee club and even kopitiam. what the shit. seriously man. kopitiam wasn't even THAT occupied! got damn pissed off and went home after that.

went shopping with eunice on mother's day!:DD whoo!to buy a present for mummy dearest of course!:DD productive, but my wallet is officially in a deficit!>.< sigh! still went shopping with erika the next day! i must be mad. watched x-men: wolverine origins which is awesome i tell you!:DD hugh jackman is hot! bought a lovely purple floral top with huiyi yesterday too!:DD hahaha. i love shopping!:DD

feeling quite depressed now. it takes 2 hands to clap.

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shiqi: we should go eat again!:DD haha fat fat wor!:DD

HEEHEE I AM SO HAPPY NOW! just played 2 hours of ping pong with my darling madeleine! heehee!:DD i looove table tennis! i love it so much that i'm watching the world table tennis championships now! hahaha!:DD ahh i miss trainings! :(( omg the W.T.T.C is over! haha. what a spectacular championship! :DD

anyway econs is over, SPA is over! left gp for now. wish me luck! >< i have no idea when english became my bane.

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wenjie: haha updating now!:DD

joei: whateverrr!

tiara: HAHA!:DD the company is army the company leh!

whee! time for another update!:)) the sakae buffet was great! i love jap food!

i am getting angrier and angrier with a certain someone anyway. it is so apparent that you do not put in enough effort. if you are not going to make ab effort in our friendship, so am i. so don't bet on it.

anyway nicolat is back from BMT! HAHA CONGRATS!:DD

whoa. i cannot update any more. the teacher is here!

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wenjie: Heehee yah!:DD i consulted the incredible murong! hahahha!:DD whoa it's damn good to be back. :DD

whee! i'm in the school's computer lab now! haha. will be going to eat sakae with the 38s later! haha! with the class guys as well. :)) whoa i realise we have never gone for a meal before leh. :((

i can't wait to eat! even though i'm so fat! haha.

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ARGH FINALLY!!!!! i finally managed to penetrate into my blog. turns out i can't post because of a wrong email i have been using to sign in. -.- SO MANY THINGS HAVE HAPPPENED IN THE PAST MONTH!

i didn't fail my piano exam. HAHA! i literally just passed. it's so crappy considering how much i have been practising. it's just that i was damn nervous during that godforsaken day.

i guess 2 of the saddest things that have happened to me so far are; 1. i have totally stopped contacting yj already, or rather, he has totally stopped contacting me. haiz. miss talking to him on the phone. 2. i will have no more trainings for the rest of my life. it has only been 2 weeks and i already miss ping pong like crazy!!!! >< argh. life is different without fun and focus. the satisfaction that you derive after a good, hard training is something that only passionate sportsmen are able to appreciate.

life is getting crazier, with studies and everything.

nicolat is in army. haha!:DD hope he would be able to make it through without dying. the name of his company is company. -.- haha!

i miss marcus! jasmine! tiara! and nicolat!:((

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omg! i have been wanting to blog! finally got the chance! i need an outlet desperately! many many things have been happening during these 2 weeks already.

the first of them is the march holidays. just before that, got quite close to a person. thus, quite alot of time was spent with erika, yj and xq during the march holidays. started to make stupid decisions. the first was going to ubin to cycle. disgusting time management made by me. did not manage to study for important tests as a result. conclusion: i am going to fail my chem and math block test.

piano exam was an utter disaster. don't even want to talk about it.

the third thing, my grandmother finally passed away. sigh. succumbed to stomach cancer. i can only hope that she rests in peace. at least she managed to leave in peace. :)) really busy with all the funeral stuff now. have missed 2 days of school already. i am exhausted. received bad news today from my best friend. i don't even know if we will remain best friends or not. it's all my fault i guess. for betraying her trust and for ALWAYS ALWAYS trusting the wrong people.

i'm tired.

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graceclia: so you do check your blog! haha. glad to see you're better. :))

went for the SMU econs seminar today. the SMU campus is really nice! the entire place just gives off a very good vibe. i like it there. :)) had an informative but sometimes boring talk about the economic crisis and stuff. the most interesting part was the campus tour. their gym is awesome!:DD haha. they have like 15 threadmills. -.-

anyway, the trip home was the worst! got stuck in a jam for over an hour cos of an accident along the highway. but i managed to really chat with sharron. haven't been able to do that in a long time. :)) good chat i must say. made me realise some stuff. hmm. anyway gotta rush off to do chem elearning! i'm dead.

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has been a pretty fucked up week. tests and whatever shit i've been experiencing. grr. SPA was stupid today. my solvent would not boil and i got pink crystals. what the shit is this la. anyway on a happier note, went k-ing with yj and xq today. glad to see that all the awkwardness is gone!:DD haha. must go next week!:DD can't wait for the holidays to start man. i need to get away from school and catch up on my sleep!

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Evangelinethevampire: HAVE! it's below all the picts! hahaha. we should do more stuff like this together! :))

Peijun: Damn gud yeah!:DD cos i wanna give everyone hell. hahaha.

joei: don't be so depressed la. cheer up. :))

Jonathan: hell yeah!:DD wa someone even got their autograph ah!:DD

was elated on friday for being able to do so well for chinese. :)) after collecting the results, went for training just for a while. lost a match again. :(( went for team dinner after that. i love team dinners!:DD shaun was being a bird man again. ;))
had alot of fun. :))

had an unexpected phone call yesterday. haha. met up with a friend and talked through stuff. even though it was only for a bit, but i'm glad i could make that friend feel better by just being a listening ear. :))

feeling depressed right now. everything is just not right with my grandmother. she's getting weaker in front of me and i can't stand to look at her like that. please be well again. :'(

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