i need anti-depressants
8:23 AM |

omg! i have been wanting to blog! finally got the chance! i need an outlet desperately! many many things have been happening during these 2 weeks already.

the first of them is the march holidays. just before that, got quite close to a person. thus, quite alot of time was spent with erika, yj and xq during the march holidays. started to make stupid decisions. the first was going to ubin to cycle. disgusting time management made by me. did not manage to study for important tests as a result. conclusion: i am going to fail my chem and math block test.

piano exam was an utter disaster. don't even want to talk about it.

the third thing, my grandmother finally passed away. sigh. succumbed to stomach cancer. i can only hope that she rests in peace. at least she managed to leave in peace. :)) really busy with all the funeral stuff now. have missed 2 days of school already. i am exhausted. received bad news today from my best friend. i don't even know if we will remain best friends or not. it's all my fault i guess. for betraying her trust and for ALWAYS ALWAYS trusting the wrong people.

i'm tired.

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